私の魂は少し黒いです。。。

"There's gotta be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars" 
"Can you hear me? when I call your name..."  

This is one of the songs I listened to last year for the longest times. For me this song represents many emotions and many events. For one thing..it reminds of Secret Garden...only because I discovered this song while watching a fan-made music video of the drama.

Whenever I am sentimental I play this song, it brings hope into my life. Its sort of scary how powerful a song can be, to be able to change a person's mood so calmly. Song writing, singing, composing are definitely not an easy job..its admirable of what all the musicians do. I guess most of the songs are based on life experiences and this is one of them.

I've had my fair share of emotions during the past year and this song is a reflection for me. Its hard to explain but it represents a few people from my life. One of them I will probably never see again and the other..well I don't think they will see me the same way ever again.

So I say to those two people...virtually...

"And when you fall apart, Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?"

Joo Won: "In your dreams, what do you see that is so stressful?"
Ra Im: "In my dreams, you are there"
Joo Won: "Are you that unhappy that I am in your dreams?"
Ra Im: "But still...come"

내 말 들려?
당신 이름을 부를 때....

Credits: youtube

How can I fix some thing I cannot see...

Junsu (XIA) is just too awesome! I really love this song. It is so beautifully sung.

Although this song has no relevance in my life, I feel very sentimental towards it. Maybe its cause of how the song is composed or the feelings that are being conveyed. I think there was one part of my life, so far, that I felt a little uncommitted. Not in an player type way but just was not fully committed to the person as I would have expected to be. Mostly, cause I had other priorities to take care of and my feelings for them were not completely there. The other day, one of my friends jokingly said that I am uncommitted. That actually got me thinking and reminded me of my past, nothing serious but just reminisence.

I am a very faithful and committed person but this song just makes me want to be uncommitted. :P
lol the power of music!
I cant help but sing along with Junsu. Oh and I must say Junsu pulls off the blue hair really well!! He is just too darn good looking...
I do not know where this video was shot but it looks very much like Europe or even just Italy. There is some thing pretty and ancient about the shoot location.

Koodos to Junsu for singing in English!! :)

Lyrics:

Its hypnotic
She said I could be uncommitted
She said I’m too much of a player
Come on

Uncommitted
Uncommitted
Uncommitted
Eh, eh

It was all a dream
Reality was far from the same picture
She painted for me
She told me I was the one and I believed
Until the dream dissipated so suddenly

I don’t know why she was so compelled to leave
But something was messin’ with her psychology
I’m confused, she’s sayin’ something’s wrong with me
But how can I fix something I cannot see

She said “You’re not ready
Baby, you’re not ready for the real thing”
She told me that I’d be unfaithful and I cannot believe

She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I dont really get it
She said you’re not the right type only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

How could this be, she’s telling me
I will never let her be my everything (OK)
She said I’m a player and I’d never change
I feel that I’m ready to leave again

She said she could never trust a player like me
But baby that was part of my history
She’s telling me breaking hearts is a part of me
It’s like in my system and it would never leave

She said “You’re not ready
Baby, you’re not ready for the real thing”
She told me that I’d be unfaithful and I cannot believe

She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I dont really get it
She said you’re not the right type only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I dont really get it
She said you’re not the right type only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

Uncommitted

Uncommitted, I’ll never admit it
And maybe I’ll never get it but somehow she could be right
Uncommitted, I’ll never admit it
And maybe I’ll never get it but somehow she could be right

She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I dont really get it
She said you’re not the right type only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I dont really get it
She said you’re not the right type only good for one night
You never stay committed to me

Credits: Kpoplyrics
Youtube

생일을 축하합니다!! Lee Donghae!!!

Saengilchukha habnida,

Saengilchukha habnida,
Saranghae uri Donghae,
Saengilchukha habnida!!!!

Saengilchukhahaeyo!!! Donghae-ssi!!!

It was Donghae's birthday today and I wanted to post some thing in his honour. These days I don't have much time to post things here but I will do my best. When I get some free time, I will definitely post some thing more elaborate for him. He is after all my inspiration and strength to keep me going.

I know I have said this a lot but Thank You so much for staying alive and holding on to your dreams. Thank you God for giving me a chance to discover him and be in love with a man who doesn't even know I exist. lol. Its a sad concept but I'm grateful for it. I didn't know some one that is millions of kilometers away could change me for the better and it has been a wonderful journey so far. I will follow my dreams and keep smiling just as you are, Donghae.

ねしっている? あなたはひとりじゃないよ！
ne, shitteiru? anata wa hitori janai yo!
Did you know? You are not alone!

정말, 감사합니다
jeongmal , gamsahabnida
really, Thank you.

そまった心

Tainted heart

I found this on tumblr. Credit goes to whoever made this or posted this. I decided to post this because its what I have been feeling for the past 2 years. Every thing that is written in it, explains it all. So I don't really feel the need to explain more. I used to hate change, or anything revolving around change but since I have undergone it myself, I feel like I should accept it now. I am officially done trying to force myself to deny the inevitable and just accept whatever comes my way. Losing people along the way is a price I have to pay, but maybe I'll find new people to be with. I just hope that the people that I have near me still accept this change as a part of me, and still care for me. If they don't, then I won't hold it against them. Everybody has their reasons. With all the pain, I have come to severely not care about any thing anymore. I used to be really caring and compassionate but now, most of that has dissipated. I am still caring and compassionate but only to those that actually give a damn.*sighs*

このせいかつはむずかしだよう。。。
이 삶이 힘들요...

Ah~ now that I vented, I feel much better :)

私は私なりに使用される人いないです

Tea is the way to go

Chrysanthemum Tea 

Four weeks ago, I discovered a really healthy tea! I already drink Green Tea and so when I found Chrysanthemum Tea, I was a little hesitant to try it but the lady in the store assured me that it will help with health and so I decided to purchase it. I followed the instructions on brewing it well and then slowly drank it. At first, I wasn't accustomed to the smell or taste of it so I held it in and just drank it, but as time went on, I got used to it. I am quite fond of the taste of the tea. And I might say, this is indeed good for the body. I can feel it refresh my body as it goes down my throat! So I made it my mission to at least drink it once a day, but now I think I might be running low on stock.  I felt it refresh my brain as well and make me more awake/aware. I think this is my caffeine fix! I don't drink coffee and I stopped drinking any carbonated drinks for more than a year and substituted it with tea or juice :)

I was surfing through the net and I ended up finding some information on this tea. I found 10 health benefits for drinking this. I got them from be-well-buzz.com so all credit goes to that website. I shall list them now.

1. Chrysanthemum tea has Vitamin C in which helps ease heaviness in the head during cold and provide relief in sinusitis discomfort. This herbal tea also has antiviral properties and helps relieve congestion in the head which may be caused by viral infection. The heaviness in the head could also be caused due to bacterial pathogenic reaction. Chrysanthemum tea is anti spirochetal in nature thus it is really helpful in easing head congestion.

2. Chrysanthemum tea is naturally caffeine free, hence, it is free from all the side effects of caffeine like anxiety, tension, irritation, nervousness and confusion.

3. Chrysanthemum tea is a natural coolant and helps in lowering the temperature of the body when suffering from fever or even heat stroke. This herbal tea is also helpful in treating pimples and acne. It can also treat discomfort of high temperature such as headache, slight toothache and throbbing nerves in the gums.

4. Chrysanthemum tea is good for the detoxification of the liver and for lowering cholesterol levels.

5. This tea helps in the treatment of coronary artery disease, blocked arteries and even varicose veins.

6. Chrysanthemum tea has stimulating property and helps in alerting the senses and rejuvenating the brain. It stimulates all your senses very quickly and also calms down the nerves.

7. It helps in easing giddiness.

8. Drinking Chrysanthemum tea helps in providing relief in sore throat, redness in the eyes, itchiness in the eyes, dryness in the eyes and dark sport in the eye area.

9. It makes the lungs strong and helps in providing relief in respiratory problems such as shortness of breath.

10. Chrysanthemum tea when taken with lunch or dinner especially with oily foods helps ease digestion.

So all of this explains why my body has been feeling so much better!

Yay for tea!! :D

Credits: bewellbuzz

I Love You

2NE1

They are back!! and they brought a new single! I Love You. It's a mix of electro-pop. I love the beat, its very addicting. The video is so good! YG knows what they are doing. There are so many vibrant colours, their clothes are so pretty. :)

Enjoy! 

When you feel like there’s no way out
Love is the only way

Only be good to me
Only always smile at me
I said oooh, don’t make me jealous
Oooh, don’t make me become obsessed

I’m still scared of love
So make me trust you
I said oooh, don’t make me jealous
Oooh, don’t make me become obsessed

I Love You
I Love You

All day, I keep thinking about you
All day, I just stare at my phone that’s not ringing
Why don’t you know my heart being like this yet?
I still don’t know your heart either

At thoughts of you, I can’t go to sleep at night
I think of you with the moonlight and I confess my heart
Why don’t you know my heart being like this yet?
I still don’t know your heart either

Look at me now

Look at my heart
It’s burning like this
Please hold onto me right now
Before it’s too late eh eh eh eh

I Love You
I Love You

Don’t stop the love song
I will sing for handsome you every day
I say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Don’t stop the love dance
I want to spend this night with you
I say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Look at my heart
It’s burning like this
Please hold onto me right now
Before it’s too late eh eh eh eh
We can’t go wrong, bring it back

Don’t play the cat-and-mouse game with me
Let’s become a bit more honest
I said oooh, don’t make me jealous
Oooh, don’t make be become obsessed

I’m curious where you are and what you’re doing
Are you annoyed by me being like this?
I said oooh, don’t make me jealous
Oooh, don’t make be become obsessed

I Love You everyday
Don’t get away
Take me away
I Love You everyday
In everyway
I Love You

Why don’t you know my heart being like this yet?
I still don’t know your heart either

I Love You everyday
Don’t get away
Take me away
I Love You everyday
In everyway
I Love You

Why don’t you know my heart being like this yet?
I still don’t know your heart either

Credits:  Kpoplyrics
Youtube

Let us never break up

6th ALBUM
1. Sexy, Free & Single
2. From U
3. Now
4. Rockstar
5. Gulliver
6. Someday
7. Bittersweet
8. Butterfly
9. Daydream
10. A'Good'bye

 Super Junior - From U + Sexy, Free & Single   [MNET]

So, I'm severely in LOVE with this song! Super Junior released their 6th album on July 1st and their music video for the title song came 2 days after, Sexy, Free & Single. Their second song in the album is called From U. This song just captured me from the beginning. It is so lovely. I just love it for the down-to-earth, catchy lyrics. I was singing along at first listen. And I really want to learn the dance for it! :)
*sighs* This song puts all my worries away and makes me enjoy the moment and live for the next one. It just makes my heart melt. It is a little auto-tuned but still better than the title song. In this video the title song comes after. From U sort of reminds me of No Other from their 4th album. The dance and rhythm is somewhat similar but nevertheless, really sweet. This new song, when I read the lyrics, it brought tears to my eyes. I understand their message and it is really beautiful.
So without further adieu, I hope you guys enjoy this song!

English Translation:

This song is dedicated to the world’s biggest fan club
The “ELF”, my girls, my angels.

We, met for the first time years ago then fell in love at first sight
Baby , no matter where I go, you stand by my side just like my shadow
From time to time, there are just so many things to prove our love
Even when I’m sick, even when I collapse, she’s the only one remaining by my side

Baby baby baby baby baby, let us never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, it’s only you, the one that I’ve chosen
Even my tears, even my little smiles.. Do you know?
They all come from you

That you’ve got old already because I make you worry so much, don’t say such things
No matter how I look at it, to me there’s no one in this world that is as beautiful as you are (don’t say such things either)
I don’t know why you keep staying with me. Also, I’m sorry because I fall short to you
Just believe me. I, I will do well

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let us never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, it’s only you, the one that I chose
Even my tears, even my little smiles.. Do you know?
They all come from you

Even when the words ‘I have no one but you’ sound all so cheeky, how do I show you my heart?
Even though there are times when we fight, when we say we hate each other to death, doesn’t your heart know already?

The days of mere beauty, with the mere good things that you and I, we two used to see together, eat together, hear together, cry together, laugh together
Thank you for standing by me, believing in me so that I wouldn’t collapse, really thank you

Baby baby baby baby baby, let us never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, it’s only you, the one that I chose
Even my tears, even my little smiles.. Do you know?
They all come from you

Always, I thank you and I love you

Digital Photo Album

6th Album


P.S. KangIn is back!!! :)


Credits: translation: littleariel13
kpoplyrics

~In my heart, I'm writing a story with no ending~

Lately, I discovered K-pop on Demand...and you know what that means... :D

A few days ago, my friend told me about K pop being on Demand and how finally the western society is noticing the Asian world. I didn't pay much attention to it but a day later I was searching through the On Demand section to find a good movie or series to watch and I came across the music section. Usually I don't pay attention to western music but I looked around and to my surprise I found the K pop section. I remember instantly of what my friend had said and so decided to check it out. Most of the songs are last years [2011]...but there are some of the new year. I was also surprised that they were free. And so, I watched all the music videos of K pop for 2 hrs. Actually, I finally watched t.v after 6 months. I have been really busy with school and work that I don't get much chances to see t.v. So finally I spent 5 hours watching it on Saturday and I had a blast! Ah~ good old t.v rotting my mind. It felt great ^_^

Nevertheless, I discovered this music video. The song is called Fiction by Beast. I'm not a big fan of Beast but I do like to listen to their music. I fell in love with the song and the music is very meaningful as well. A love that is lost forever and so to forever immortalize it, it can be written in a book as a fiction, as a never ending story :)   At least that's what I got from the lyrics and the video. 

As for me, I always make my own fiction every day, always a never ending story so in a way this song suits me well. I don't write stories of lost love but along the lines of every day life. Always in my head :)

Credit: Youtube

Doushite... Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Why...Did I fall in love with you?

Some times I wonder why the heart longs for another person so much....when one person leaves, another person comes. Why must it be like this? Its a never ending cycle. My brain gets really tired of it but my heart always yearns for more. Lately I've been asking myself this question a lot..."Why did I fall in love with you?"..well my situation isn't exactly a love thing but its close.
why...whyyy...WHYYY? LOL some times it frustrates me, then I get over it. Other times I like it. The interaction is always the fun part especially when I least expect it.
Today　｛April 18｝ was an interesting day, just when I want to give up on liking this person, I ended up spending time with them. Then it makes me realize how much I really like this person and then I end up doubting myself on what to do...for now I am just taking it one step at a time. Ah~ I just want to give up on this person but my heart thinks otherwise...I'm in a dilemma. Oh well...I ranted on for today so I'm relieved.

I really like this song. It expresses my feelings well although the situation is a bit different from mine, it still makes for a wondeful song. この歌がすてきです！

時々私のきもちは歌をおなじです、すしてよくさべしになりたんです。


Lyrics
Romanji - Japanese
(Hero)
Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Hero)
Doushite...Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba
Wakatteta noni


(Yunho)
Mou todokanai


(Xiah)
Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

(Max)
Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita

(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Xiah)
Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Yunho)
Mou kanawanai
Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

(Micky)
Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?

(Hero)
Mou doushite...
Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro no bokura no koto


(Micky)
Mou modorenai

(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta

(Max)
Doushite...Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta

(Yunho)
Sono mama nii

(Xiah)
Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
(Hero)
Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo
(Xiah)
Setsunakute mo

English:
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)


Credits: lyrics mode, lynxlee

생일축하함니다 최 시원!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SIWON 

Today is his BIRTHDAY! [April 7 1986]. Although his parents registered his birthday on Feburary 10 1987, his is actually an April baby...just 3 days later Hyukjae! Ah~ so close...if you were born before Eunhyuk then you would've been older...and he would call you hyung :D This explains why there is a trio of EunSiHae or the Lee Brothers [EunHaeMin]...they are all born in the same year and really close. Still a bunch of misfits -_-"

Surprisingly, out of Eunhyuk and Donghae, Siwon is very princely. He has a very gentleman and elegant aura. He is the most manly and probably most westerly than all the rest. Everything he wears he just looks too good. He is the tallest of all the members [6'], his nickname is Simba [named by Heechul. He is just too awesome. Plus he is one talented man, to do multiple things and be so good at them. So we E.L.Fs salute you for living and breathing and sharing your potential with the rest of the world. We hope you have/had a wonderful Birthday! ^_^ Siwon-ssi 

Credits: Blackwomenlovebi

생일축하함니다 이혁재!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE HYUKJAE!!

Today is HyukJae's Birthday. His stage name is Eunhyuk [은혁]. He is a member of Super Junior. He is the 8th member, counting by age. He is the band's best dancing machine. After him is Hangeng [I think he might've been first], Donghae and Shindong. He is born on April 4th 1986. He is older than Donghae but younger than Sungmin. So he is the middle kid. :) He is the lead dancer, rapper and vocalist. He is the other half of Donghae, they both complete each other. He is shy, funny and sincere. Eunhyuk has been through many tough times and Donghae has always been there to support him. Eunhyuk's dream has always been to be a great dancer and his dream has come true. He recently stepped into the Broadway musical industry too. He performed in the musical "Fame". He is an amazing person with immense talent. Hyukjae ssi no matter what anyone says, never change your face or your personality. Be the natural beauty that you are. You are wonderful exactly the way you are. Never stop believing in yourself  :)

Credits: Youtube, Wikipedia, SuperHyukkie, SM TownFB

하루만 더...

One More Day [Same thing thing to her] MV by Chocolat

By watching Music Core, I have discovered a new artist!! Usually I like Boy groups but this time its a Girl band!
They are called Chocolat...its a French word for Chocolate. There was already a group called Chocolate so their production company decided to name them Chocolat. I think its pretty neat, it sounds better than just pain chocolate. Plus it makes me want to eat candy  ^_^

Their band members consists of five people.

Choi Min Ji [Min Soa]: Leader
Juliane Aflieri [Juliane]
Lee Eun Jung [Jaeyoon]
Tia Hwang Cueves [Tia]

Melanie Aurora Lee [Melanie]

I like this song very much. I was a little reluctant to listen to them but after Music Core, I got interested. Their music video is really nice too. They use a chair in a dance art form which is sort of redundant but nicely done :) 

I like their costumes especially their shoes. These girls got talent to dance in those shoes!!! 

Credits: Allkpop , Wikipedia,

So I Think it's Time...

To Let This Die  {Music Core}

For the longest time I have been wanting to listen to the Music Core of every month on DramaFever and finally I listened for the month of March, [while practicing my Japanese :p] Music Core is a Korean music show where every month musicians perform their new music on stage. There were many performances I liked and one of them was Brian Joo's Let this die. I also liked Chocolat's One more day, which I will post that later.
Firstly, I have always been a fan of Brian Joo's dancing...ever since I discovered his talent two years ago...and now I finally listened to his singing and my GOSH!...I think I died...my heart is so moved by his voice..its scary. This guy has amazing talent! ah~ he must have practiced years to perform that well.
This song is sung so smoothly! I love the piano in the beginning til the end. The beat, rhythm, lyrics, and his voice match so well. So after listening to the song on Music Core...I decided to look for the MV. I found it on YouTube..as always, lol. As I was watching the music video, I was confused at first, but later on of course at the end every thing made sense. But I am amazed even the music video fits well with the beat of the song, usually music videos do not make sense with Korean music but this one did. It is a sad love song about letting go of a relationship, and time to 'let this die' but in a very calm and mature manner.

For some reason Brian Joo reminded me of Kim Hyun Joong...that was weird. They don't look anything alike! 

Nevertheless, this song is beautiful..it made my heart move and cry at the same time. I could listen to it over and over T_T


Credits: YouTube, Ningin

나도 널 사랑해, あいしてるよ!

It has been a really really really long time since I could grasp the words "Love, Happiness, and Kindness" again. They are still distant to me but slowly I will grow accustomed to them. I realized that I don't think I can live my life without those emotions and I definitely did not want to be a bitter person. That will be very さべし [lonely]. So regardless of events that have happened in my life, I will once again walk a path of freedom and justice. I will not give up, I can't give up...or else my life won't mean anything. No matter how hard life gets I will not lose to the world! I will fight till the bitter end. :)
I would like to thank one of my new found friends. She stood by me even though I was all sad and bitter about the world. She was patient enough to wait until I slowly healed. Thank you せんぱい[senpai]. I am accepting these three words and I will move forward with them ^_^

This video never fails to put a smile on my face. Its a very nice and beautiful song. Everybody is really adorable in it. Those three words that I talked about are well displayed in this video :)
One of my favourites. Enjoy!


동해씨 감사합니다...

"You are so beautiful inside, You are so lovely and I can't see why I'd do anything without you"

Credits: YouTube, TSPTE

축하해요!!! 슈퍼주니어!!!

Congratulations Super Junior!!!!
I was surfing the net as always and came across some interesting info. I found out that Super Junior won 50 awards during 2011-2012! I was amazed at how many they had won. HOLY CRAP! how can some body win so many awards in just a year?? ah~ the power of 13 male singers...[ now 9]. They are definitely making a mark in the history of Kpop.

Super Junior’s Complete Awards List For 2011-2012

This is the complete list of all the awards Super Junior brought home for the year 2011 to the early 2012. Over 50 awards won by our boys. They deserved every well earned trophy. Check out the list below:

Seoul Music Awards

21st SMA Bonsang
21st SMA Daesang
ALLKPOP Awards

Best Male Group
Best Song of the Year
Best Choreography
Best Social Media Personality (Siwon)
Golden Disk Awards

Popularity Award
MSN Japan
Disk Bonsang Best Selling Act of the Year
Disk Daesang
MSN International (#1 Poll)
MNET Asian Music Awards (MAMA)

Best Male Group
Singapore’s Choice Award
Album of the Year

Melon Music Awards

Top 10 Artist Winners
Netizen Popularity Award
Mashable Awards

Must Follow Personality
Viral Video of the Year
Best Mobile Game (Super Junior SHAKE)
Must Follow Musician in Social Media
Yahoo! Asia Buzz Awards

Taiwan Top Searched Group
Asia’s Top Searched Group
Hong Kong Top Searched Group
Korea Top Search Group
Taiwan KKBox Music Awards

Best Korean Singer of the Year
Taiwan

Taiwan Album King
Philippines

Philippine Album King
Philippines KPOP Convention

Best Male Group
Album of the Year
Youtube KPOP Awards

Most Viewed Video of the Year
Asia Song Festival

Highest Asia Singer Award
Korean Best Dresser Awards

Best Dressed Singer
Korea in Motion Festival

Most Popular Music
MBC Entertainment Awards

Special Award (Singer Division)
Show Rookie Award (Heechul)
MC Special Award (Kyuhyun)
SBS Entertainment Awards

37. Best Entertainer (Shindong)
38. Excellence Award for Talk Show (Leeteuk)
2011 Bugs Music Awards

Netizen Popularity
Best Male Group
SBS MTV Best of the Best

Top Rival (Super Junior vs. Big Bang)
Global Chinese Golden Chart Award

Most Popular Group (SJ-M)
Go KPOP Music Awards

Favorite artist/band
Best Male Solo (Yesung)
Best Single 2011
Best Album 2011
Best Boyband
Most promising artist/band
Best User Of English (Siwon)
Best Musical Ability (Kyuhyun)
Best MV (Mr Simple)
Sexiest Male Singer (Siwon)

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생일축하함니다 초규현!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was Kyuhyun's Birthday!!!! On top of that Super Junior had their Super Show in Taipei so they celebrated his birthday during the concert. It was so funny!! I love how all the members are like a family and treat each other with laughter! They truly are a bunch of 10 year old fools! lol. Their family oriented group has lasted them 6 years...far longer than any K-pop band. Suju Hwaiting!
So I was looking at the recaps of the concert and I found a video that shows all the members celebrating his birthday and getting cake all over his face. There are no subtitles yet but by watching you can get the gist of what they are saying. Definitely a must watch. It will put a smile on your face!

The Magnae with a talented voice that survived!

Video

P.S I love how Donghae has a maternal side to his personality, his actions are very caring towards Kyuhyun. Ryeowook is just too cute with his Giraffe stuffed animal, standing far away and watching :)
Eunhyuk pulling off a waiter act. lol.
Henry is wayy too excited for the climax! I enjoyed watching his reactions.

Do you remember me?

I recently started watching A Thousand Days' Promise. I have to say...it is one melodramatic drama! but I LOVE IT. So far I've seen 5 episodes and its turning out pretty good. The story moves rather quick. The heroine finds out that she has dementia and as if her life wasn't hard enough, now she has to live her life with this "curse"..or so she says. The hero of this story is a very introverted man. The two couples are opposite yet drawn to each other by a mutual desire. The heroine also has a younger brother and older cousin to seek help from which she refuses. I honestly don't like the hero...he is a coward and indecisive. The story is very typical...a wounded woman gets protection from three good-looking men. What more could one ask for?
Seriously, this drama has layers beyond layers of deep hidden meaning and understanding. Do not be judged by the outer storyline. I honestly like the quirky philosophical comments each character makes. It makes the viewer think rather than just watch. I love this drama...although I'm not fond of the OST. Don't know why...maybe I will grow into it.

So when I first started watching it, I was really scared of the concept of memory loss. Simply because I have a profound memory...I am able to remember every thing in exact detail. You can say I am a prodigy of superior memory..[okay let's not boast] but I am able to remember quite a bit. So an Alzheimer's disease was always known to me yet I never gave it a second thought. I am grateful that I don't have it but I have a fear that what if I do in the future. And I think that's one reason why I started watching this drama. I am very concerned about dementia. I don't think I'd want to live if I couldn't remember. And I understand what the heroine goes through...if I was diagnosed..I wouldn't be able to stand it.


I can say I'm learning a lot of lessons about love in this too...I thought it was going to be G rated..but it's really not. You have been warned. Avert your eyes children! 

"You can't have the world see you like this...And you can't stay for more than a night."