Doushite... Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Why...Did I fall in love with you?

Some times I wonder why the heart longs for another person so much....when one person leaves, another person comes. Why must it be like this? Its a never ending cycle. My brain gets really tired of it but my heart always yearns for more. Lately I've been asking myself this question a lot..."Why did I fall in love with you?"..well my situation isn't exactly a love thing but its close.
why...whyyy...WHYYY? LOL some times it frustrates me, then I get over it. Other times I like it. The interaction is always the fun part especially when I least expect it.
Today　｛April 18｝ was an interesting day, just when I want to give up on liking this person, I ended up spending time with them. Then it makes me realize how much I really like this person and then I end up doubting myself on what to do...for now I am just taking it one step at a time. Ah~ I just want to give up on this person but my heart thinks otherwise...I'm in a dilemma. Oh well...I ranted on for today so I'm relieved.

I really like this song. It expresses my feelings well although the situation is a bit different from mine, it still makes for a wondeful song. この歌がすてきです！

時々私のきもちは歌をおなじです、すしてよくさべしになりたんです。


Lyrics
Romanji - Japanese
(Hero)
Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Hero)
Doushite...Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba
Wakatteta noni


(Yunho)
Mou todokanai


(Xiah)
Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

(Max)
Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita

(Micky)
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Xiah)
Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Yunho)
Mou kanawanai
Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

(Micky)
Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?

(Hero)
Mou doushite...
Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro no bokura no koto


(Micky)
Mou modorenai

(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta

(Max)
Doushite...Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta

(Yunho)
Sono mama nii

(Xiah)
Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
(Hero)
Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo
(Xiah)
Setsunakute mo

English:
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)


Credits: lyrics mode, lynxlee