Why is it so hard to do the right thing? or rather..why is it so painful to do the right thing?
If everybody decided based on what is right and wrong...would that make the world a better place? But then there is no such thing as right and wrong, it's whatever one makes of it. So who decides what we do in life is a "good" thing or a "bad" thing? And does it really matter what the decision will be? and no matter what one decides, the weight of their decisions will be with them for as long as they will it. So the longer we live the more weight we carry on our shoulders. And sooner or later we lose sight of who we were and who we wanted to become. Does that mean that we'll never go back to our true selves, or is it because we learned some thing new that we can not go back? The severity of our decisions may rot our soul or purify it and so I ask you, which one will you choose?
If everybody decided based on what is right and wrong...would that make the world a better place? But then there is no such thing as right and wrong, it's whatever one makes of it. So who decides what we do in life is a "good" thing or a "bad" thing? And does it really matter what the decision will be? and no matter what one decides, the weight of their decisions will be with them for as long as they will it. So the longer we live the more weight we carry on our shoulders. And sooner or later we lose sight of who we were and who we wanted to become. Does that mean that we'll never go back to our true selves, or is it because we learned some thing new that we can not go back? The severity of our decisions may rot our soul or purify it and so I ask you, which one will you choose?
lol it's some thing that has been on my mind. The weight of our actions and decisions hold a deeper impact than we realize. It can destroy a person or save them. Will it make a difference If I told you that I am on the border line? I don't want to be destroyed but I don't know how I can be saved.
The human heart is very fragile, some times we take it for granted or don't quite understand it. That heart beats with immense energy but deep down it is rotting, the light inside is dissipating. The darkness covers the pure organ, it cries for help but nothing can be done. And so it beats and beats to keep moving forward but it has no destination. The darkness fills once again and soon will consume every part. They say time will heal every thing...time is a curse and a blessing. Depends on the situation. Physical pain will heal but mental pain will always leave a scar. And so will the answer to our life.
"What matters now, will not matter a year from now"
"What matters now, will not matter a year from now"
So a friend of mine shared this song with me and thanks to this person...I have been listening to it RELIGIOUSLY....*sighs*
But really, the song is very moving, it held my hand and touched my heart. So powerful! Kim Jaejoong is very talented! He wrote, composed and arranged this music. JYJ you guys will always be loved.
In Heaven Teaser [Fanmade] - Jeajoong is a hunk of beauty :3 .... Kind of looks like Donghae :)
In Heaven MV
In Heaven MV
Lyrics
Romaji:
Da gojitmal
Aniya saranghae
Hanmadi deullyojul su itgeni
Saranghae
Tto dashi saranghaji anha[JJ]Jigeum waseo malhal sudo eobseo
Neoui gijeok geu modeun ge heosang gata
Majimak geu moseubdo seoseohi gieok sogeman
Jamgyeojyeo ganeun geotman gata
[YC]Eodinga-eseo nal bogoisseulkka
Huhwehaedo neujeobeoryeo bol su eobseo
[YC][JS]Chueoge geurimja-e chokchokhan nae nunmulman
Geu jaril jigyeobogo isseo
[JJ]Nan mothae jeongmal mothae
Niga nae gyeothe isseul ttae mankeum
Mianhande geuge andwae
Ijen modeun ge tteolryeowa
[JS]Jogeum deo gidarida
Kkum sokeul hemaeida (hemaeida~)
Gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JS]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni
[YC]Byeolsseo ireon gyeojeol jinawasseo
Neoui heunjeok chajabwado jiwojyeosseo
[YC][JJ]Majimak ni gieokdo nunmure teoneol sokeuro
Jamgyeojyeoganeun geotmal gata
[JS]Naneun mollae kkumeul kkullae
Nega neo yeope ittjireul anha
Mianhande iman galke
Ijen neoui gireul ttara
[JJ]Kkeuteobneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemaeida (hemaeida)
Geunyeoreul irghoseo seulpeomanhalkkabwa
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulrijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Saranghae saranghae saranghae jugettni
Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Jebal dorawajweo…
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deuliji anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni
Da gojitmal
Aniya saranghae
Hanmadi deullyojul su itgeni
Saranghae
Tto dashi saranghaji anha[JJ]Jigeum waseo malhal sudo eobseo
Neoui gijeok geu modeun ge heosang gata
Majimak geu moseubdo seoseohi gieok sogeman
Jamgyeojyeo ganeun geotman gata
[YC]Eodinga-eseo nal bogoisseulkka
Huhwehaedo neujeobeoryeo bol su eobseo
[YC][JS]Chueoge geurimja-e chokchokhan nae nunmulman
Geu jaril jigyeobogo isseo
[JJ]Nan mothae jeongmal mothae
Niga nae gyeothe isseul ttae mankeum
Mianhande geuge andwae
Ijen modeun ge tteolryeowa
[JS]Jogeum deo gidarida
Kkum sokeul hemaeida (hemaeida~)
Gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JS]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni
[YC]Byeolsseo ireon gyeojeol jinawasseo
Neoui heunjeok chajabwado jiwojyeosseo
[YC][JJ]Majimak ni gieokdo nunmure teoneol sokeuro
Jamgyeojyeoganeun geotmal gata
[JS]Naneun mollae kkumeul kkullae
Nega neo yeope ittjireul anha
Mianhande iman galke
Ijen neoui gireul ttara
[JJ]Kkeuteobneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemaeida (hemaeida)
Geunyeoreul irghoseo seulpeomanhalkkabwa
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulrijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Saranghae saranghae saranghae jugettni
Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Jebal dorawajweo…
[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deuliji anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni
i'm going to leave now
don't leave
i'm going to come back so...
liar, liar
no- don't you know how much i love you?
can't you show that love to me right now?
i love you...
can't we love again?
as of right now, i can't say anything
the miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
the last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
i wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
even if i regret, it's too late- i can't see you anymore
the tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place
i can't say those words, i really can't- as much as you were by my side
i'm sorry but i can't- everything comes shaking back to me now
by waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
i'm afraid i will close my eyes inside of you
don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay by my side?
lies, all lies- i don't hear anything
i love you, i love you- can't you show me those words?
i love you, i love you- will you love me again?
time already passed like this
i try looking for your traces but they are erased
the last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears
just end it, end me- if you're not going to be next to me
i'm sorry but i'll leave now- following your footsteps
following the road with no end- as i wander to find you
i'm afraid i will lose you and be sad
don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay by my side?
lies, all lies- i don't hear anything
i love you, i love you- can't you show me those words?
i love you, i love you- will you love me again?
don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay?
lies, lies, i don't hear anything
i love you, i love you- can't you show me?
can't you love me, love me, love me?
don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay?
lies, lies, i don't hear anything
i love you, i love you- can't you show me?
please come back
don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay by my side?
lies, all lies- i don't hear anything
i love you, i love you- can't you show me those words?
i love you, i love you- will you love me again?
hehehe i love this song so much >< i think i will get the album :) thanks for reading/commenting at MMA. :)) Hope to see you around more.
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