Happy Birthday Donghae!!!
Every year goes by and every time I am proud of the accomplishments you have made. Your endless efforts to be a better person astonishes me. Maybe it's partly because you are constantly being watched by people or maybe you have a set standard for yourself but you always strive to be genuinely a nice and kind individual. A person whom people can look up to or maybe a person whom you wanted or needed when you were young. Nevertheless, I think loving you has not been for nothing. The more I look at you, the more I listen to your music the more strength I get in order to become a better person than before. The two years that you had left for military duty really put a test on my love for you. And you know what, not once did I falter. Is that what it means to love someone completely/unconditionally? But you don't even know me. And yet I am confessing these thoughts to you.
I thank God every day for bringing you near me. I thank God for letting me be a minuscule part of your life. I thank God for letting me go to your concerts and truly heal myself from life's pains and troubles and just let your voice ease my soul. The more I went to your concerts the more I realized why people love it so much. Of course it is a way to see that you are not just some people on a digital screen but rather a living, breathing soul. That you are human as well. That you have emotions, thoughts and ideas too. And this year, I got to see those parts of you more. I want to be able to go to as many concerts as I can. Your voice frees my soul and I don't want anyone else to do that except you. You bring light and kindness in my life and I don't want that to be taken away. You made me a better person. You made me love people more, you made me believe in people and to trust them. You made me have faith in humanity. You made me love God more and to be more close to Him. I'm a better person because of you. And I don't think there is anyone else out that can do that. I've spent 11 years loving you and this year I realized that my love for you grows more. Everytime I had moments of being thrown far away from you, you always managed to pull me back in with your music. That's the power you have. And it has become so natural to me that if you were to stop one day...I don't think I will be able to survive this world. That scares me the most.
You are someone that I value, love and respect more than myself. And I would know...because I love myself a lot. lol.
The way you are as a person, that is who I love more.
You will always be loved. You will always be thought of. You are definitely not alone.
Thank you for being You. Thank you for choosing this career. Thank you for being human.
Love,
your admirer, and E.L.F.
Every year goes by and every time I am proud of the accomplishments you have made. Your endless efforts to be a better person astonishes me. Maybe it's partly because you are constantly being watched by people or maybe you have a set standard for yourself but you always strive to be genuinely a nice and kind individual. A person whom people can look up to or maybe a person whom you wanted or needed when you were young. Nevertheless, I think loving you has not been for nothing. The more I look at you, the more I listen to your music the more strength I get in order to become a better person than before. The two years that you had left for military duty really put a test on my love for you. And you know what, not once did I falter. Is that what it means to love someone completely/unconditionally? But you don't even know me. And yet I am confessing these thoughts to you.
I thank God every day for bringing you near me. I thank God for letting me be a minuscule part of your life. I thank God for letting me go to your concerts and truly heal myself from life's pains and troubles and just let your voice ease my soul. The more I went to your concerts the more I realized why people love it so much. Of course it is a way to see that you are not just some people on a digital screen but rather a living, breathing soul. That you are human as well. That you have emotions, thoughts and ideas too. And this year, I got to see those parts of you more. I want to be able to go to as many concerts as I can. Your voice frees my soul and I don't want anyone else to do that except you. You bring light and kindness in my life and I don't want that to be taken away. You made me a better person. You made me love people more, you made me believe in people and to trust them. You made me have faith in humanity. You made me love God more and to be more close to Him. I'm a better person because of you. And I don't think there is anyone else out that can do that. I've spent 11 years loving you and this year I realized that my love for you grows more. Everytime I had moments of being thrown far away from you, you always managed to pull me back in with your music. That's the power you have. And it has become so natural to me that if you were to stop one day...I don't think I will be able to survive this world. That scares me the most.
You are someone that I value, love and respect more than myself. And I would know...because I love myself a lot. lol.
The way you are as a person, that is who I love more.
You will always be loved. You will always be thought of. You are definitely not alone.
Thank you for being You. Thank you for choosing this career. Thank you for being human.
Love,
your admirer, and E.L.F.
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